I wish you could feel my thumping heart every time you texted to tear me apart say you can’t come by after disrupting my time I wish you would’ve seen the excitement on my face cause I hadn’t seen you in more than twelve days and it was overdue having you in my bed feeling your embrace I wish you knew how much it hurt when you made me derail, a perfectly clear path for you but flip me around like another page, another prisoner in your jail I wish you knew what monogamy meant to some of us and the million hints you couldn’t get whenever I’d vent I…