feelings Archives – M.P. Capellan

Protecting your heart and state of mind

M.P.C. / July 5, 2025

Half my life, I’ve been protecting my heart so damn hard I subconsciously isolated myself. I haven’t grown cold, though, […]

M.P.C. / April 8, 2024

I forget what sweet things I want to write when I look back and realize how many unsent letters I

M.P.C. / October 8, 2023

If I went away, would it even be noticed by anyone? If I stopped creating, would it even make a

M.P.C. / September 14, 2023

I wish you could feel my thumping heart every time you texted to tear me apart say you can’t come

M.P.C. / February 3, 2023

I deserved better. better than those crumbs better than the lies you fed me about work at the epicenter of

M.P.C. / May 16, 2022

One day, you learn that life is just going to have a lot of inevitable turns. Then, it’ll take another

M.P.C. / January 24, 2022

I’ve learned that anyone you care about can crush you into pieces. I’ve learned that heartbreak doesn’t always have a

M.P.C. / October 11, 2021

I don’t need another reason to remember why I hide. I don’t need another reminder why I chose this single

M.P.C. / February 9, 2020

What if I put it in colors, I said, staring at the hundreds of unused color pencils resting on my

M.P.C. / May 20, 2019

You’re never too old to be unable to identify feelings, are you? You’re never too old to feel again the

M.P.C. / September 9, 2014

Like an ice injection in the blood vessels of someone with Raynaud’s; That is rejection.

M.P.C. / December 21, 2013

It comes at night and its warmth burns my eyes as it falls it leaves a mark when I no