Felt like a scream I couldn’t let out, a heartbeat too fast for a small breath chasing an anjali mudra to slow down My heart on my chest I could feel every pump under the fattest layers of my skin It’s like everything in your body is yelling at you all at once, in a rush to find the next move or the way out Laser vision is suddenly a dream wobbly knees beg to find a seat, and your brain…oh, your mind, becomes your biggest enemy as your vitals decline That sudden rush of worries and panics and wishes to escape your current state, I never understood before I…